Friday, October 5, 2012

Saturated Thoughts


How dare you be so selfish
And take over my mind
As if you were hogging the blanket in the middle of the night
Totally unaware,
Asleep to the coldness I feel in my bones.
I'm no longer in control.
I'm shivering at wind blasting thoughts
That are coming at me from every angle
Trying to find the angle of this situation,
Infatuation,
Saturation of content not leaving me content to think
Or even blink without being suffocated by doubt
Unable to get out of my head the options we hold
The adoption of this activity has made me scold myself
Because I need help to swim before I drown
I'm drowning,
And you're dreaming
Feel free to throw me a lifesaver.
I hope you like that blanket
It's made from the best and worst of me.