Thursday, November 17, 2011

Cathy With A C

I've had this written for a while since I wanted to add it to the about me section on my main blog, and I finally recorded the video today. So here it goes...


Let me take a moment to introduce myself.
My name is Cathy.
That is, Cathy with a C.
And I hope you can see my name is Cathy.
Not Catherine, Katie or Kathleen.
As beautiful as those names are,
They are not mine.
I am Cathy, with a C.
You see, I’m kind of a nerd.
Band geek for life.
Reading Questionable Content (THE COMIC) online,
Still wearing pig tails.
And busting a move or bursting into song at any given time.
Even in the shampoo aisle
(Tresseme for curls please).
ABCs & 1,2,3s
My life has been school from the day I went to three different kindergartens.
Thriving off of to-do lists, brand new pens, pencils, highlighters, and the ever important first day of school outfit.
Outcast? Sometimes.
Outspoken? Rarely.
Outstanding? Perhaps.
Outgoing? On a good day.
Out of money? More often than not.
The knot in my stomach.
From that moment when someone that looks at you for a moment too long for comfort.
Is there something wrong with me?
With me is the love and support of family and 1500 facebook friends
(don’t hate)
Eighty-eight, the year of my birth.
Born in Raised in the California sun.
A desert Rose almost 6 feet tall and who knows how wide, whose roots spread across the world
World traveler, Struggling window shopper,
Teacher for now, Student for always.
Always looking for the best in people with scars along my legs from the times I’ve been burned, and insect bites.
Bytes of memory that fill my computer with thoughts of a future author, and hopefully comedienne.
See, we’ve come to an end, or rather transition to the chapter.
C- for Cathy, that’s me. 

Saturday, November 12, 2011

New Video

Hey all,

  So I was called out in this poetry group that I participate in, APOEM, and posted the video on my blog as well. Hope you enjoy it.


Hello,
Hi,
Hey Hey
Or in this case Hola.
These are SIMPLE greetings that make up the basis of a relationship
Destined to either prosper
Or be cursed into an abyss of awkwardness, resentment, and annoyance.
Illusions of harmony disguise the real demons, or brujas, who prey on innocence and hope with false impressions
An impression of cheaters, liars, loneliness, confusion, oppression, and anger.
My impression?
Not impressed.
But pressed for time to choose to continue this poisonous connection
Or flee to those who understand me the most.
Most days I try to wash away the unsettling emotions
And clear the vision for the second chance.
Seconds away from saying Hola!
Or maybe bonjour!

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

ReVamped

The CathyBean Poetry Blog is back in action due to a recent spark of inspiration.

I hope everyone enjoys my work and please feel free to leave your thoughts <3

Much Love,

CathyBean